Once again... it's been a while since I've had anything to say, or at least anything that I felt like saying. There really isn't a whole lot going on, I'm just working.... and all that jazz. But I've also been thinking a lot. somtimes I think that I would be better off if I didn't have a brain, it can be such an impliment of torture sometimes. But I've been keeping busy, and usually that can stall me from thinking.... untill I have one quite night alone and everything hits me all at once. I was talking to Nolen last night about all the things that have happend this year... and lordy, there's been so many things that could've caused me to just give up all together. But for some reason i've held on... or at least kept my head above water. I wonder why people do that sometimes. Hold on... without a real reason. But I guess you can always think that things will get better. But things seem to be staying the same. each day comes with some new obstical or trial to get through. And you have to overcome them to the best of your ability. But I question what ability I used to hold on through some of the aweful tribulations that have come my way. And I know that wouldn't make sense to anyone who doesn't know what goes on in my life everyday. But I don't have to justify it. But it's all part of growing up.
On a lighter note... I got a new kitty. Her name is cosmo. she's the cuttest thing in the whole world.